LOL! im such a fool. i was under the edit html tab. FOOL! oh well. Second post for the 4th i guess...

Dam. i realise that i really have no life! im a loser! oh my god! NOOOOOOOO! oh well. cant wait for poly to start. maybe i can start having a life there! haha! Ohhhhh~ Poly Open Houses! Cant wait! coz im totally taking leave on those days! take leave to go for open house! WOOTS! Come let me advertise for the polys! = D

Bah. Too lazy. Basically, Singapore Poly, Temasek Poly and Nanyang Poly, These three polys are having their open house on the same three days! 10 to 12. Budden the timings are a bit different. Just about 1 to 2 hrs difference only. And Ngee Ann Poly's open house is on the following week's thursday to sat. So... its... 17 to 20? i dunnoe! la~

Ok. So i realise that alot of people are going overseas to study. And that really bites. BECAUSE, I WANNA GO OVERSEAS TOO BUT I CANT! so it bites for me. ha. oh dam. thats selfish.

Ok. I'm feeling so random today. ABANANANA.. you know what i mean? APAPAAAPYAA.. yeh?

Ok. now i can use the computer for a while. but i really dont feel like using the computer! like what the hell? totally feel like banging my head against the wall. when im not using the com i CRAVE for it. When i AM using it, I DONT WANNA USE IT! what the hell is this nonsense? And the thought of going out makes me feel all lazy... but i wanna go out! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? oh i noe. this has to be the feeling of restless-ness.

DamMIT! IM SUCH A WHINEY BITCH!

So you noe. everyone is telling me the results are coming out on the 18th of jan. But im in serious denial. I hope everyone is wrong. But what can i do. sigh.

YEs LA~! 2 more weeks babeh! and i stop working for Singtel! Woots! i wanna work in the service industry.. SOMEONE WHISK ME AWAY!

Oh wait. that should belong in a new paragraph. SOMEONE WHISK ME AWAY! I WANNA GET OUTTA REALITY! WHERES THAT FUCKING SEWER ThAT LEADS ME TO (whats that enchanted country called again? starts with an E thats for sure... ) EEEEEEEEEEEEEE-country!!!! Dam I need a partner.

I've been slacking alot at work recently. i think my boss noes. shes threatening to cut my ear peice wires if i listen to my mp3 too often. haha. too bad bitch. like i work 8 and a half hours. and i listen to my ipod like 8 hrs a day? and i sleep like 1 hr. but thats during my lunch break. wahahahaha. lose weight, gain back ur sleep time!

Anyways. I really want to do alot of shit. but i just dont. thats sad. oh weellllss... Anyone wanna change my lifestyle for me? u show i follow. lala!

I dunnoe what to do anymore. u noe... i really dont feel anymore. maybe thats what boredom is like yar? not feeling anything. or is that such a thing as not feeling any emotions at all. because thats what im going through now. and it kinda sux. oh wait. i am feeling feelings. im feeling annoyed actually.. by alot of things. bah. fk fk fk fk fk fk!

Wah. im annoyed. and over sensitive. and i cant be bothered with alot of shit. the thought of doing some thing that requires energy just annoys me. that really sucks. dam it la. i keep saying i wish in my head. DAMn ANNOYING LA! FUCK IT ! im not holdng back on vulgarities anymore. its my blog. my thoughts. fuck u! IM VULGAR! SO? well i only type vulgar. but im not that vulgar in real life D: or am i? what ever la. FUCK FUCK FUCk!

I need new friends. nothing wrong with u guys. but i need new friends. U ALL INTRO ME To NEW PPL LA. what the fuck. im going nuts.

omg this is a horrible post! what the hell? Blah? BLAH blah? Blah blah blah?