Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Dam. Its already the first of jan. So intercoursing quick! Gah. I have no energy to type. So this should be a short post. Darn it... It still feels like 2007 to me! well.. actually.. this year, i haven't felt alot of things... its kinda like i lost my ability to care! or feel. w/e. like firstly, lets start from the beginning... sec 4 didnt feel like sec 4, until O levels ended. haha! ironic i noe. it only felt like sec 4 after o's ended coz you get an uber long holiday. next was my birthday. my birthday didnt feel like my birthday at all. it was in the middle of prelims.. so i guess there was a reason to not feel in the mood for having fun. but still... the main thing that i didnt feel at all this year was the exams. god. dammit. the exams... o's didnt feel like o's... prelim's didnt feel like prelims. i think i just couldnt have been bothered to see the significance and importance of the exams till they were over... thats why i didnt feel nothing when they were here... now to more recent events, the holiday season. nope. no feelings at all... first of all, those holidays that doesnt really concern me (not being racist here...) like hari raya and deepavali etc. i didnt even noe they were public holidays until i was told they were. i knew about christmas. but i havent been in the christmassy mood for a long long time. i wonder when did i start getting bored over christmas... hmm... well the last thing i didnt feel at all, was new year. yep. this year's new year. or 3 and a half hours ago. i didnt feel a thing. all i saw was local artists with really bad scripts and horrible singapore "talents" performing american songs on a live television broadcast. yep. that was titled "new year's eve count down" event of the year. still dont feel anything. or not caring to feel anything. this is bad. i used to care. now i dont even have any urge to put some effort into feeling things. i cant feel anymore. omg. that was such an emo line... lol. maybe it's cause im blogging when im tired. i. cant. feel. anymore. LOL. when u cut me, i bleed loneliness.. when you squeeze me, i ooze hate for the world. LOL! E.M.O! well... im not gonna be bothered to pretty up this post. so no paragrahs or coloured text. maybe just some pics. yep. zz.
-edit- : blogger hates me. no photos this time. maybe later today. nite.
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